AS he marks his 100 days in office, President Rodrigo Duterte revealed a relatively soft side as he revealed why he is terrified of growing and becoming useless, specially when it comes to intimacy.
“I’m only good to live until I’m useful. The moment na I could no longer do it, with the --that’s the essence of life. That’s my only enjoyment. Even if I -- If it is not there, kill me. Wala ng silbi ang -- totoo, wala ng silbi,” he mused.
Because of this fear, Duterte considers it his worse scenario if ever he is confronted by a sexy lady inside a nursing room when he is already dysfunctional.
Duterte added that he longs for his carefree days as a teenager. He said that his youth is better than the presidency.
“Why are you afraid of dying? It will come. Do not worry. It will come anytime. You do not have to worry about it. Death? It will come anytime. So do not worry so much about ambulansya. Hayaan mo na akong mamatay. I get to live until what age? Until 99 years old? Anong gawin ko dito?”
Duterte also revealed that his nights are lonely.
“It’s lonely. Alone. I can’t hug my guards because they are men. My aides go home after bringing me home just to make sure I’m alive. After that, if I die in my sleep, they won’t care,” he added.