AFTER crying on cam in “Juicy” because of the pain he’s said to be experiencing (he calls it “torture”), DJ Mo seems eager to spill all the beans about his love affair with Rhian Ramos that they denied before. This is what he has shared with the public in his Tweets.

“For those asking and writing, I DID NOT breakup w/ Rhian via Twitter. This is absolutely the LAST THING I would have ever wanted us to encounter. Many of you don’t know me personally or you may have an idea of what I may be like from what you hear, but this is a tragedy to me and one of the darkest moments of my life.  I love Rhian dearly, much more than any of you will ever be aware of. She was the closest person to me and losing that is the WORST thing that can happen to anybody. So, all these headlines saying that I broke up with her are wrong. We are going through something that I am very saddened about, devastated. I would give anything to have my friend back.”

This is what he wrote directly for Rhian: “I saw an old strand of your hair in the shower this evening. I miss you. Goodnight... I’ve been home for days in darkness. Not going outside in case you come home. Goodnight... Today I remembered when I picked you up at the Amsterdam airport. I had flowers, you were wearing all black. We kissed in public for the first time. It was amazing. Goodnight...  We spent the night on a bench in Central Park, right after going to the Apple Store at 2 a.m. to check the iPhone 4. I left a message in the inbox of the display phone for you to read. Please never forget. Goodnight... I have mole right next to my upper lip. I always thought it was a blackhead but you insist it’s a mole and kiss it all the time. Goodnight...We used to do crossword puzzles side by side and even over the phone. We graduated into other things like Monopoly, Boggle, and Hidden Objects. These were simple games but we made an awesome team. I miss you, Goodnight... Every country we visited, we kissed a lot. Especially reaching over the table at one of those fancy restaurants. We always kissed.

There was never enough of it. Goodnight... We checked into our hotel in Athens, Greece and we told them we were on our honeymoon just so we could possibly get an upgrade. We ended even getting assigned a butler. We called for room service and the operator answered, ‘Yes, Mrs. Gumatay?’ And you always got a kick out of that. Goodnight. I miss you... You were intern ‘Denise’ on my  Podcast during the first week, taking calls and you were so good at it. You helped shape the story to make it interesting. Goodnight, I miss you… I would never rudely wake you up. It was always a slow, gentle process. ‘I’m sorry to wake you, my love.’ With hugs, kisses, and pats on the head. When you stand, I’d kneel down and put the sandals on your feet. Every single time. I miss you. Goodnight... I was in Paris, you were in Singapore. We were talking on the phone as we usually do and I wanted to get you a bag. So you went into the store and I went into the store to look at the same bag, style, and colour. When you decided which one you liked, I bought it, on the other side of the world. It was fun, because we made our distance closer and an activity I enjoyed together. Goodnight, I miss you... October 2010. Your birthday month. I made sure that every week you got some really great gift.

Your birthday never ended. Weeks past, and I’d still greet you. I miss you. Goodnight... Tosh.0 was our favorite show. We’d order some expensive restaurant delivery food, sit on our huge dining room and watch and laugh. Crab, we had crab, big ones. It didn’t matter how much it cost, I would pay nearly anything to see you happy at home. I miss you. Goodnight... You would write on the bathroom mirror with crayon.        

They were great pieces of artwork -- worthy of the Louvre. And I never erased it. I’d hold on to it until the condensation would take it away. Then, you’d make your next creation. I especially loved the one when you drew an outline of me so when I got home, it said ‘Stand here’ and I’d stand in it. And there was a kiss waiting for me because of the position I was in. I miss you. Goodnight... We were walking in Paris on our first night there and we came across a street called Rue De Rohan. We said, ‘That’s our street’ because of the play on our names. We kept repeating the street name over and over throughout our trip. Goodnight, I miss you... We first started holding hands in public that day we went to Ansons near Glorietta. I was really happy. We were holding hands in the car, we usually then ‘break’ when we get out. But today, you didn’t care. You held it even inside and I was thrilled. A big victory that day. I miss you, Goodnight... You were in New York for work, I was in Manila. I decided to make dinner reservations at Nobu in Manhattan.

I booked a flight and headed 20hrs. your way for dinner that night. I was already wearing a suit coat rushing from the airport because I didn’t want to be late for this fancy restaurant, stormed into the hotel room to see if you were ready and there you were in your bathrobe. We could have missed our reservations and I wouldn’t have cared, it was just great to see you. I miss you. Goodnight... You came with me to a meeting for Podcast sponsors.

I was supposed to make a presentation and as I tried connecting with them, you blurted out an idea of yours and they loved it. You started taking over the presentation and everyone was so amazed at what you had to say.

You’re so smart and I miss you. Goodnight... You got the new car and wanted so much to drive it. So we were in Tagaytay driving around and you did such a great job. Rarely was I ever scared, you were so happy about the car. I miss you, Goodnight... I have memories. You have victories. I am the game that you played.”

Rhian’s own Tweet is short but meaningful:  “When abuse goes on for a year it makes you realize that you’re willing to sacrifice and become the collateral damage to get yourself back.”

Is it true Mo, 33, is very controlling and always feeling jealous that Rhian, 20, felt she’s starting to suffocate so she wanted out? At any rate, all of Mo’s revelations that he shared publicly are all very damaging to Rhian. This confirms her history of lying. She lied about Mark Herras and JC De Vera then and now she lied about Mo again. Let’s see if GMA would do damage control to save her career.

CHARICE TO PRODUCE SARAH'S ALBUM

SARAH Geronimo is leaving this month for a three week stay in Los Angeles. “Bakasyon yun, but I’ll also take dance and voice lessons,” she says at the launch of her new album, “One Heart.”

Sarah sang some songs at the launch and everyone noticed she croons with so much more emotion now when she sings about the pains of love, not just in her new songs “Sino Nga Ba Siya” and “Kung Siya ang Mahal” (both potential hits), but even in the older songs she revives, like Agot Isidro’s “Sa Isip Ko” and Jay-R’s “Bakit Pa Ba.” Is it because she has already actually experienced being broken hearted? “Every singer wants to give justice to her song. 'Yun lang 'yon.”

Is she ready to work with ex-BF Rayver Cruz? “Nagkakasama naman kami sa ‘ASAP’, ah.”

What if it’s she, Rayver and Cristine Reyes alone? “Puwede kami mag-duet ni Cristine. I’m really glad nagkaayos na kami. Pero wag naman yung kaming tatlo. Parang hindi maganda tingnan. Magiging uncomfortable. Hanggang du’n na lang. Ayoko nang mag-comment ng kahit ano tungkol diyan. 'Wag na lang po.”

So how is she now? “Masaya naman ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit para sa iba, kailangan may boyfriend o girlfriend ka para ka maging masaya. Ako, masaya ako sa family ko. Hindi ko kailangan ng lovelife.”

If ever she’d had another boyfriend, she wants her parents to approve of the guy. “I respect them very much kaya kailangan matanggap muna nila ng buong-buo sinumang magiging boyfriend ko para hindi na kailangang itago. Dangerous yun. Kasi before, inilihim ko sa kanila, naging magulo ang resulta.”

Is it true Charice is willing to produce songs for her? “Yes. I was in Jordan doing a show when she called me up. She said she’d venture into writing and producing songs at kung gusto ko rin daw, I co-write with her. She’s only 18, four years younger than me, pero sobrang hanga ako sa drive niya. Sana matuloy ang plans niya pag nagkita kami ngayon sa States. At sana ipakilala niya rin ako kay Justin Bieber na crush ko po after mapanood ko yung inspiring movie niyang ‘Never Say Never’.”

The title of her new album is “One Heart” and she says it suits her very much. “Kasi I really have only one heart to give at magiging faithful po ako.” How come she’s being linked to the son of CamSur Gov. L-Ray Villafuerte, Miguel? “Nag-concert na ako sa ‘CamSur but I’ve never met him. Nalaman ko lang, he sent me flowers daw noong premiere night ng ‘Catch Me, I’m In Love’. Pero andami kong natanggap na flowers noon and I don’t even know kung alin du’n ang pinadala niya. Magulo kasi that night.”

The movie’s theme song, “Fallin,”   is included in Sarah’s new album, along with a duet with Martin Nievera in “Ikaw” and with Kean Cipriano in “Bata,”  plus two original songs “Handang Umibig Muli” and “I Miss You” which she swears is not intended for Rayver Cruz.

GLORIA WANTS TO WORK WITH OTHER NETWORKS BEFORE TURNING 80

GLORIA Romero wants to correct the impression that her transfer to GMA7 was done in haste. “Hindi ito madalian,” she says. “When I did movies with GMA Films like ‘Moments of Love’ na I’m the older version of Iza Calzado and ‘Let the Love Begin’ na lola ako ni Richard Gutierrez, they already offered me to do a TV show with them. Kaya lang, I was busy then with ABS kaya hindi ko natanggap. Eh, nabakante ko sa ABS so when they offered me to do ‘Munting Heredera’, I accepted it kasi before I get to be 80, I want to try working with other networks naman. Now, sharp pa memory ko, but when 80 na ako, baka hirap na ako mag-memorya ng lines ko, di ba? I’m 77 now, so bale three years na lang 'yun. I’m thankful din to ABS kasi nagpaalam ako at pinayagan naman nila ako. I’ve been working with them since 1987 in ‘Palibhasa Lalake’. So far naman, enjoy ako sa GMA. Sobra silang maalaga. I told them nga not to pamper me so much.”

How does she feel about her role as Donya Anastacia in “Munting Heredera” that starts airing tonight? “She’s rich, but because she worked so hard when she was young kaya she doesn’t tolerate laziness among the people around her. The role is challenging kasi paiba-iba ang mood niya. One moment, sobrang strict, but the next, biglang sweet at malambing na lola. Tapos, darating ang point na she’ll lose all her riches dahil maraming tao plotting against her para maagaw ang kayamanan niya. With the help of Direk Maryo de los Reyes who directed me sa movies na ‘Magnifico’ and ‘Kamoteng Kahoy’ before, I know makakaya ko namang gampanan ng tama ang role na ito.”